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Welcome to The Ritual of Becoming

At the time I’m writing this, I’ve only been out for about two months. Two months of breathing air without chains. Two months of trying to live in a world where torture isn’t routine.

If I sound raw, vulgar, unpolished — it’s because hell forged me that way.
The man I was before had to get mean as fuck to survive.
And even now, I’m still adjusting.

This newsletter isn’t about polished words or fake positivity.
This is survival. This is truth.

I spent 326 days in solitary confinement — starved, humiliated, stripped of dignity. But there was one thing they couldn’t take from me: my mouth.

Every day, I pressed my hand to my chest, breathed into the silence, and roared:

“I don’t fucking lose. I am still powerful. I am still a winner.”

That loop is why I’m still here. And now I’m giving it to you.

Because maybe your cage isn’t steel and concrete. Maybe your cage is debt. Addiction. Heartbreak. A job that drains the life out of you.

Different walls. Same trap.

This newsletter is my way of handing you the survival code I carved in hell:

• How to catch the curses you mutter without noticing.
• How to flip them into incantations that rewire your nervous system.
• How to turn scars into fuel instead of chains.
• How to build identity strong enough to pull you out of any cage.

This is my fight.
And if you’re here, it can be yours too.

Stay tuned — every issue will be another weapon.

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